I am so lost...

can someone PLEASE find me?

Currently Watching Into the Woods By Bernadette Peters, Chip Zien, Joanna Gleason see related

I feel like im drifting farther and farther away from all my friends and i dont know why.  Its really depressing because like one thing will be said or done and then things will be different.  Talking to them is different...or...i end up not talking to them at all for a while.  I also feel like there is this whole world going on around me and everyone is apart of it but me.  Like there are all these great things to do and people to meet and places to go....and im in my room...watching the simspons....alone. 

I feel like everyone has these close friends that they can hang out with all the time...that they've know for like ever...and i kinda feel like i dont have that...not saying that the friends i have are anything less than amazing...its just that i cant hang out with them...cant talk to them...cause there are somethings that just cant be explained over aim.

Im not quite sure what exactly im tryin to say...

anywho...

Classes are AWESOME..holy cow....i actually look forward to going to class...except band GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...all i have to say is Buck Felongia

But other than that things are pretty good.

ttyl

Has anyone out there ever felt not happy.  Not necessarily sad...but just not happy...i think meloncholy really describes how im feelin right now...and im not to sure why.  I really have nothing to be sad about...but at the same time...nothing to be really happy about either.  Im kinda in this limbo of feeling.

I really want to do more musical directing so if anyone knows of any gigs let me know...id really like to do more.

I hate band(not music...just the bands im in...both of them)

I'm so freakin busy...ALL THE TIME...im suprised i found time to write this entry...i should be doin hw before my class.

I kinda wish someone would just come by my room randomly

I think im eating too much...is that possible?

I want to watch Rent/Avenue Q/Wicked but i dont have any time(thats right i said WATCH...i have bootlegs)

Classes suck

I want to play tennis but my racket's strings are broken

..thank you for your time...

Currently Listening You're a Good Man, Charlie Brown (1999 Broadway Revival Cast) By Clark Gesner, Andrew Lippa, Kristin Chenoweth see related

- Suppertime

Hello all

So this is my first college entry of my sophmore year.  Let me just say that I LOVE COLLEGE!  I totally forgot how awesome it is to be here and see people and party and do all the things i couldnt do while i was home.  But with the good comes the bad....Marching band is a bitch this year....it seems SO hard.....im so exhausted from this week of camp and i still have one more day to go...argh!

And now im getting sick...YET AGAIN...i have this cough of death...and my nose is like a leaky fauset(sp?)

On the plus side...my roommate is really cool.  We seem very similar and so i think we'll get along, which is a huge weight of my shoulders.  Thats just one thing i dont have to worry about.

Im so glad i got to see most of my GA peeps already....i missed them so much....i hope i hang with them alot this year!

Ciao for now!

Currently Listening Rent (1996 Original Broadway Cast) By Jonathan Larson, Jonathan Larson, Tim Weil, Jeff Potter, Anthony Jackson, Daniel A. Weiss, Ira Siegel, Kenny Brescia, Dominique Derasse, Steve Skinner, Adam Pascal, Aiko Nakasone, Anthony Rapp, Byron Utley, Daphne Rubin-Vega, Fredi Walker, Gilles Chiasson, Gwen Stewart, Idina Menzel, Jesse L. Martin, Kristen Lee Kelly, Rodney Hicks, Stevie Wonder, Taye Diggs, Timothy Britten Parker, Wilson Jermaine Heredia see related

So yeah...

Im sick...AGAIN...ARGH its not fair....i spent all day in bed with the worst head/stomach/throat ache ever.  I have auditions this coming wed. and getting sick is not helping my practicing.  I dont wanna be sick on the first day of marching band!

Less than 2 days till i go back for my second year at ISU.  Im so looking forward to it. Only a few more things to pack...then tomorrow is my dads bday...then early monday morning im going to my home away from home!